One of those days

How do you explain a day?

How do you describe a feeling?

I find that often it isn’t a ton of words that can best show me how my inner pieces are feeling or connecting to a day. SometI me it is one word. Or a single picture or a video or a person. 

I feel like I have waited for this day, this moment, this time in my life for 20 years. An anticipation that has flooded my soul as dread over a horror film character grows. A hope that has consumed me like the feeling an oncoming storm brings that is meant to decimate the landscape: all encompassing, wild and filling, even if the filling isn’t the best feeling.

What makes today so different, or frankly this year or moment?

I relish to find out what this boiling in my soul’s deep brings to the surface.