…I don’t have many people I know who have died.
I don’t know Debbie Reynods or her daughter, only of them.
My cat died
…and an uncle I wasn’t fond of…and his wife who I wasn’t close to, but thought was nice…
Death really isn’t something I am close to.
So I have some feelings but no real thoughts on the matter so I’m a little…off.
Tomorrow I’m supposed to go to a big party and right now all I can think is that my neighbors gone. We weren’t close but I don’t want to forget her either. I knew she wasn’t feeling well, and had left home because of it, but that’s different from the bomb of hearing that she is dead.
I even have this thought about going to her funeral…but I REALLY dislike them. Still, I want to honor her.
For those whose loved ones died last year, I wish I could send a hug. I don’t want to have anyone say they are sorry or condolences. Right now I…a hug seems the better thing. No one killed her so why should a sorry be said? It was cancer.
I’m not sure what I will do. I was thinking of going out with my family and lifting a glass for her. Still not sure.