Day of Rest

Yesterday was such a long day that by 6 pm I was done with it and went to sleep.

It was a wonderful one.


Our church had a woman’s day to relax and enjoy God. Studying in the book of John. We had a catered breakfast and had AMAZING bacon! 

We don’t do this sort of thing.

Just sit, you know?

We also had time to go on a nature hike, which I personally chose because I felt like going on a nice walk with God.

A friend was there and asked to talk and by the end a weight had been lifted.

These are facts though.

When I write, I wonder why I do so. When I was a kid I heard so much to write in a particular fashion because someone might read it one day of you get famous. I think this crippled me in many ways. Instead of writing for me, I wrote for everybody, and anybody who might see secrets. 

This isn’t even a maybe idea for me. My so-called-at-the-time best friend when I was under 10, stole my diary. Took it home for a reason that I have no clue over. Her mom brought it back and mi Madre accidently started reading it unconsciously. She later apologized, but it stuck. 

“I can’t write how I want because ANYONE could read it.”

Almost 15 years later, and I am finally getting over it though. I have to. I want to be a writer. When I started this blog it was because I needed hope and joy. I started it back up because I needed and outlet. I was depressed and needed to get out of that. 

I found way more hope and joy, even light but I continue in the same way athletes continue even after they hit that 5k. 

If 100,000 people begin reading this than I need to still do this for me. 

So why am I writing?

That story is for tomorrow. I’m still a little tired. 🙂 

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