RTW: ugh

This is a hard lesson for me and I don’t really want to talk about it, so I just want to leave this here.

As a highly sensitive person this lesson was doubly difficult as it never occurred to me how many ways I was letting things affect me and not just porn but other things like Scandal and romantic novels. I suddenly wanted to do and have things that weren’t really part of my life goals and I wanted them so passionately…not ok. I need better.